No, it's not Harry Styles. It's just a name I created for him.So instead of calling his real name, I'll call him Harry.
Harry is a senior from my school. Which form? Can't tell. I've been liking him for 3 years. Yep, you read right. 3 years. They said a crush usually lasts for 4 months and if it's more than that, you're probably in love. Yeah, I think I was. Well, it's not exactly 3 years. I stopped liking him when I was in form 2 because I was with someone else. Lol sorry. Even my friends like him. He's really cute (to me), funny, friendly and nice. I got that butterflies in my stomach whenever he's around. I got nervous whenever we talk. Sometimes, we talked about random stuffs. A stupid conversation means everything to me when I'm talking to the ones I like. I have a lot to say about him, actually. But i'm too lazy. Most of my friends knew that i liked him
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He looked at me but never see the love i felt for him. I wanted him to feel the same way. I wanted him to be mine. But the minute I looked into his eyes, I knew he wasn't the one for me. I always thought of something like, "If he only loves me in my dreams, then let me sleep forever." And i realized i've wasted most of the time thinking about him. Why hadn't i see it at first? That he was not into me? I felt like I wanted to cry when I got to know that he likes someone else and maybe JUST MAYBE they're together. I've seen them laughing together like they're a pair of happy lovebirds. I wasn't okay with it at first but I learn how to let go of somebody i know i can't have.
But it's okay. He's still the same old nice Harry. But still, I should've known.
