Hi. I can't
believe that school is over. And i'm actually crying while typing this.
It's the last day of school for the Form 3 and we're not allowed to go to
school next week (which is the last week of school, actually.) because everyone
else is having their exams. I took a lot of pictures today with my friends and
him. It's just...i feel so sad that the form 5 are leaving the school. I love
SAB. I love it here. I don't wanna move to other schools. I wanna stay here. So
many memories are made. Especially with him (who is not even mine). I love the
people in SAB. They make me feel so happy.
And to YOU (if you're reading this), I just wanted to say good luck for your
SPM. I'm gonna miss you. So much. "If I ada apa-apa salah atau dosa dekat
you, I nak minta maaf banyak-banyak. Tolong doakan untuk I dan kawan-kawan I
jugak eh." That was our last conversation face-to-face. I'm really sorry I
didn't say anything after that because I was so nervous and I felt so awkward.
Like, really awkward. (I've always felt nervous when you're around :))
I'm really sorry. I felt like crying at that time (and i am now). I should have
responded, I know. I'm just so sorry. Hey, I forgive you and I will pray for
you and your friends. I promise, okay? :) I ingat lagi you selalu ejek I and I
didn't mind it at all. I remember we spent for an hour temankan I kat depan
sekolah sebab I was being left by my van lol. I admit, I had a very great time
with you. I just wanted you to know (idc if you have a crush on anyone or
something) that I've been liking you for 3 years straight. I was so afraid to
tell you about my feelings towards you. Yes, I love you. And no, it's okay if
you don't love me back because i'm not hoping for it pun. I just wanted you to
know that there's somebody out there who loves you and gonna miss you. I had a
great time taking pictures with you. All my friends said we look cute together
and they wanted us to be together. I laughed at that hahaha. Again, good luck
for your SPM and I hope you'll pass with flying colors. Make your parents
proud, okay? I don't wanna be labeled as desperate or something. If you have a
crush on anyone else, go on. I have no rights to stop you. I hope we'll meet
again someday (alah, kita duduk dekat je ^^) I'm gonna miss seeing your face at
school. I'm gonna miss your voice, your beautiful eyes, your hair, your lovely
smile and i'm gonna miss YOU. So much. Be happy, okay? I'll pray for you, I
promise.
Lastly,
I love you.
p.s: you’re really nice, actually and i’m glad i
met you.
